I believe when I talked to you last via AIM , you said you didn’t hate me , so then why are you ignoring me ? You can’t at least talk over facebook ? There are a few things I need to inform you about , so it’d really be great if you could put aside the fact that i was a shitty friend in the past , and take a little bit of time to talk .
The night we got into a fight at my house , and you left … I wasn’t yelling at you . Matty burnt my tights , and you know how I take out my anger on the people closest to me , and I didn’t direct , or didn’t mean to direct I should say , anything toward you . You just happened to be there . I truly am sorry .
I could understand the first time we fought why you were mad , but this time , I think that it’s silly . I could be wrong , and have done something to hurt you , but whatever it was , I hope you can forgive me .
I cleaned up a bunch of shit in my room & packed it away the other day , and came across a box of all our old high school notes and birthday cards from you . I miss that shit .
We grew up together , and it’s so unfortunate that it’s not continuing that way . It also sucked not having you go to OOB with me this year -____- You were like a sister to me , and i miss you . You probably read this , and just say whatever , and delete it , but I really wish you’d take the time to consider it . I don’t believe anything negative can come from trying .
And as for steph , I know she hatessss me ( she told me so pretty much ) , but that’s unfair . I understand that by hurting you , she got mad , which is what friends do , but being THIS mad at me for something so SMALL is absurd .
At least don’t shut me out in the dark , let me know what I did to deserve being ignored , blocked , and forgotten .
Not really, but for the past three days, I’ve woken up with severe migraines . And when I say severe , I mean LOSS of feeling in my finger tips and tongue as well as my loss of vision. It’s extremely scary . It’s landed me in the hospital quite the few times -___- .
Today I got wicked nauseous . I would have cried if I threw up . I always cry . I hate hate hate throwing up . It’s got to be the worst . I just slept all day instead . I think I’m going to work on my next tumblr :)
BTW : IM MAKING A FACEBOOK ESPECIALLY FOR TUMBLR FRANNNDSSS <3
- shower, get ready.
- smoke a blunt.
- meet nikki’s gay friend & smoke a blunt with him.
- going to Kane’s Pitts to a bonfire.
- getting drunk obviously.
- smoking a blunt with nikki & beamer j .
I haven’t been able to paint my nails in almost 15 years because I’ve always bitten them . But , now they’re all long and pretty . I haven’t bitten them since February ! I got fake nails , and promised myself that once they were grown out and my real nails were long enough , that i’d stop biting & i did :)
Here’s my Facebook Status :
I mean , you must feel wicked badass to be able to say shit when I drive by , but yet when I whip in reverse , your eyes widen & you run back to your five year old friends - bet you must feel like you’re queen shit of the kuka tribe right ? you’ve got some growing up to do .
i know that’s not very realistic, but i mean, c’mon dude, we’ve been together 8 FUCKING YEARS this August . that’s a long ass time , ya digg ?
… i’ll settle for being proposed to on that date instead ;)
& it was all so fucking cute. he took it & lightly brushed it down my back … LIKE YOU SEE IN THE MOVIESSS!! sadfhsadlkuhalskduhf SO CUTE .
seven years & i’m still madly in love with this boy <3
- i woke up at 9 .
- went down stairs .
- my mom tore apart the living room cuz my cousins shit was everywhere .
- yet she told me to move out again …
- threw my unpacked boxes at my door .
- i’m now barricaded in my room .
- and i have been since 10 .
- i slept from 11 - 3 .
- woke up & had a cigg .
- now my tumblr layout is being a bishh .
- im starting to be depressed again :(
- FMFL .
- We grew up together.
- His name was Stephen Young
- I know he had a brother named Darryl and a little sister named Rhiannon
- i just don’t know how they spell their names…
- He lived like three doors down
- We loved each other even though we were like in fifth grade
- I moved away from him and when I returned I found out he had moved away too
- It’s been almost ten years since I’ve last seen him
- I really wish I could find him…